Thursday, February 23, 2012 ; 1:52:00 PM?
Oh my! It's been real long.. And so many things happened.. Whether its happy or sad.. But I've went thru it.. With the support from my beloved family and friends.. Can say to be lucky of me..
Ah ma passed on during August 2011..
So many things to do before and after..
Fall sick for the whole month.. Torturing.. Been thru all theses alone.. );
Finally met someone that I wanna be with.. Tho he's not the type I always wanted.. He cares for me alot.. Tho he won't be able to be there always when I need him.. But at least he tried to.. I appreciate the effort he put in..
But if we were to be Tgt.. It's not only abt me.. It's abt both our family.. He can don be a perfect bf to me.. But he has to be a perfect bf from my mum's point of view.. Haiz.. At times.. It's really hard on me when mum tell me smth abt him that she don think is good enuff.. I dunno what am I suppose to do.. I don wanna make him do things that he don used to do.. At the same time.. I wan mum to accept him as he is.. From a mother point of view.. I'm glad my mum thinks for me... I really lost at this step tho..
I always luff doesn't mean I'm really happy.. Coz I don wan to affect people's mood..
Who can really understand me?
I'm happy to have you.. I really do.. But there's such stress in between that I cant get rid of..
😢😢😢
irrestitable desire; ♥ her...