Sunday, July 15, 2012 ; 10:20:00 AM?
Feeling so restless, always things happens.. A lot of ppl advise me to get a better life.. Coz there's no better future with my life now.. Its seems to be very easy saying.. I cannot do wad they say.. It's not me who don wanna do it.. Its the heart that say no.. But I can't change whatever it is now.. Despite ultra attempts.. Mayb that's mr being selfish.. But why don change to a life with better environment?? I seriously don't understand!! Coz from wad I know.. Everyone wants to climb higher and higher.. Nobody will wanna stay put in those kinda life.. The kinda life now cannot see any future.. Haiz.. No matter how much I say.. It's no use.. I really dunno wad to do.. All I can do is to accept others saying and keep to myself.. All I wanted is wishes from others.. Not those kinda advise that I always get... Hate it when ppl ask me abt these.. Not that I don't wanna say.. But whenever I tell ppl, I sure receive those kinda comments.. I know u don care abt wad ppl say.. Coz ur not the one facing it.. Can u at least understand how I feel? Haiz.. I can change myself easily.. How can I change others ard me? Not the person, but their Mentality..
Whenever I'm down.. There's this fren.. Always worry abt me and console me when I need one.. Thank you Mdm Lim (Shirley Lim) appreciate it a lot.. Ur words really help me think better.. But those lost confidence is really hard to regain.. Haiz..
There's these motivation and quote and from her religious teaching which I believe it is so true..
"The tongue can bring death or life; make sure the words you are sending out are in the direction you want your life to go."
"Take the most difficult challenge you are now facing and turn it into the greatest opportunity to grow simply by changing how you see it. Dead ends then become turning points."
Trying to pull my mindset into the right track..
irrestitable desire; ♥ her...